Looking From The Outside

If you look at me from the outside
You might assume she just sits at her computer achieving nothing,
Looking at my spamsing body
You might be fooled into assuming this,
And I don’t make a contribution to the society…
This couldn’t be further from the truth. ‘

Even though I have had more bad days than good in the past few years,
Until this February I prided myself on being a journalist,
Chasing and organising interviews was my life for over eight years,
People still say, “You have to interview Rob Rob”,
and they’re right.  I will!

I live for holidays with Mum or a friend,
Queensland is our favourite destination,
Because of my little brother and my little niece up there,
But going away with my Bestie is the best fun
He makes me forget about all of my health issues for a while.,
We get up to mischief!

Looking at me you wouldn’t know how I met a musician at one of his gigs,
I struck up Dutch courage and asked my carer to ask him over to our table,
We bonded immediately and for six years we were best mates,
We used to text everyday, sometimes he just wanted to say hi
or chat about things that made us laugh,
And even though he broke my heart in the end,
I don’t regret meeting him,
because he taught me that some people “Just see Jac”.

Just Because….

Just because I have a severe disability

Doesn’t mean you have to speak loudly and slowly,

I comprehend everything you say.

Just because I have a severe disability

Doesn’t mean I’m unable to communicate with you,

Simply look at my computer screen; you’ll see what I’m saying.

Just because I have a severe disability

Doesn’t mean what I do in my life should be seen as spectacular and extraordinary,

I’m just doing what other people do.

Just because I have a severe disability

Doesn’t mean I should be treated like I’m isolated,

I lead a full life with cherished relationships and wonderful adventures.
Just because I have a severe disability

Doesn’t mean I don’t have the same thoughts, feelings and aspirations as you do,

I think, feel and aspire like you do.

Just because I have a severe disability

Doesn’t mean you can treat me like a child,

I’m an adult who makes her own decisions.

Just because I have a severe disability

Doesn’t mean you should assume anything about me,

My exterior fools most people.